The last 2 months have been months of constant change and lots of stress. After Randy was laid-off, he changed his Master's program back to Education and started substitute teaching. He seemed to really enjoy it and one school specifically calls him to come and sub. The bad part about that is that he got a full-time job and now doesn't have time to sub. I can tell that he is really missing it and it makes him feel bad that he can't help these teachers when they need it.
I am really glad that he got a job, but it really isn't what he was looking for. It doesn't pay very well and he is used to being management not being managed, but you have to do what is necessary to take care of your family. He is trying really hard to make the best of it and I am very proud of him.
He is also being interviewed for a position with a company just outside of Boston. Now that would be a BIG change. He has been thru 3 interviews and they are going to schedule 3 more interviews before flying him out there for a face to face interview. I am torn about it. On one hand, I would miss everything that I have here...my family, my home, my ward, and my job. On the other hand, it would be a great experience for all of us to learn about other areas of the country, we would get a new home, new friends and I could stay home with the kids. Plus we would be where the beginning of our country happened and there is so much we could learn. Like I said, more changes and lots of stress.
I have also been going thru many changes. I changed branches with AFCU and now I am working at the Riverdale Wal-Mart Branch. I like the new branch, however I miss the Harrison Branch very much...the regular members, my crazy friends (which has been the hardest part of going somewhere new. My friends were the best part of work!) and getting off at 6:15. At the Wal-Mart branch I work until 7:15. It is really hard but I can work 4 10-hour shifts and have an extra day at home.
All of these changes have effected the kids the most. I feel like they are taking on more responsibility than they should have to, but they have been troopers. Alex and Preston have the most responsibility and they have complained the least. I have AWESOME kids!
Emma is really struggling. In the last 2 months, she went from Casper's Daycare to my sister-in-laws to home. Randy being home for awhile has spoiled her. She is now going back to Casper's and it is not going well. She throws tantrums in the morning and won't let go of me when I drop her off. It breaks my heart. This morning was especially hard. Getting her dressed was horrible. I had to hold her down and have Preston put on her clothes. She wouldn't put on her shoes, so she rode to daycare barefoot. It was very sad. I didn't even get to do her hair. I hope that we will be able to take her back to my sister-in-laws because she seemed very happy there.
I hope that you don't mind me sharing so much. It has been very theraputic sharing my story with my friends and family that read my blog. I also wanted to thank all of you for the support that you have shown our family. We love you all!